h.a.i.r

i wish that for a moment i could see myself as others do. what do i look like? i've always wondered.



i know nothing about physical beauty/cosmetics. i don't know how to shape my eyebrows. i can't ever get my hair to hold a curl. i never take off my mascara. i don't know if my face is dry or oily. i have no clue what makeup to buy. the list goes on.

i've faced this fact my whole life. i'm mostly okay with it. because there are days i do feel beautiful.

well i decided i needed a change. i've cut my hair off multiple times, and i just don't look good with short hair. so that's no longer an option. i decided on coloring my hair. it was a first. and i still don't know what to think. people say they like it, but i never really know if they're telling the truth.

a lesson learned: the part should be just above the eye. and it doesn't have to go straight back. it can curve in a little toward the middle of your head



i wish that for a moment i could see myself as others do. what do i look like? i've always wondered.